That one feeling...

Remember that one feeling when you looked up on the sky and a raindrop fell up on you and you tried to feel more of them ?
That Girl you waited for hours just to have a glimpse of her ? or that last glimpse of her when she was about to leave you to go home ?
That Feeling when you wanted to talk to your loved one but could not do so ? that storm that raged inside you when you couldn't help talking to your loved one ?
that one time when you were thinking of the past good moments between the two of you,as you remembered that spoken words by your loved ones which were more than just words for you ?

There are some feelings which you just cant explain in words....

Searching love in everyone and thinking she might be the one i could love and end up making a Great LOVE STORY...
but that would come to end on a note that he/she wasn't worth you !!

That Feeling when you feel insecure ? That Feeling when she's is right in front of you and you do something naughty or try making her smile ?
When happiness just meant one thing for You,and that's the Happiness of your Loved one...

We all see SRK expressing his LOVE romantically to a girl....Girls so "DREAM" about him...
but what Happens in a Film can only happen in a FILM only.

No girl,mind you NO GIRL,will be like the actress in any movie...

Let me talk of one of my favourite movie DDLJ,you all know the full form...

Did you see any other Guy in the whole movie before SRK hit on her with his CHEESY lines ?

A Girl could have ended up slapping SRK,when he was trying to CHIPKOFY in one of the tracks called "Ruk Ja O Dil Deewane"...
but that never happened...

She ended up Loving SRK...OK DONE !!

Now of KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI, who was the only guy in Rani Mukherjee and Kajol's life ?
Yes,You're right SRK....

They never talked to nay other guy and so the result also ended upon him.

Yes,there was SALMAN KHAN,but he could have never taken the place SRK had..after ofcourse she was hurt by SRK himself...

That can never happen in REAL life of course...

No Girl,I mean NO GIRL, can have just only ONE GUY in her life....!!

There's nothing such as TRUE LOVE or ONE LOVE...according to me...

One should have this MOVE ON type of Nature..I have loved this movie called ANJAANA ANJANI...
because of a few things shown in this movie...

Its when you realize that you DESERVE someone better...i mean you just cant be a DEVDAS for the girl you loved..and she didn't even care for you...
BULLSHIT....

You always will have opportunities..and its for you to make your own way of how you want to end up in your life...

I never want to say One word in my life and that's "IF"...if only..i had said this to her the,things between us would have been different..!!

Its not that its only the Guys who should say or do things..the Girls have this habit of keeping their thoughts to themselves ad when the guy switches them off...
they end up Blaming the Guy for everything..for it was the Guy who made you his FRIEND,the first step to everything...!!


Out of the numerous feelings one feels,most of them are noncommunicable...!!

Speak up,and let your Emotions be over you,for its not bad being emotional...but being without them !!

CHEERS....

1.The Realization.

Ankita is all angry from me and it has been about a month since I last talked to her…..

Ankita, the love of my life yea she actually is.

You realize love, after it has gone out from your life and so did I after she is away from me.

I don’t really know of what she is angry for, but the reason is enough for her to not talk to me since then.

I am dying inside, just to talk to her but I can’t.

I can’t even contact her on her cell as I deleted her number from my cell in anger, I was so angry that I deleted her number even from the sim contacts…and I repent it now.

Ankita was my junior at school. She is what I call “Silent Killer”, yea that’s what I call her. She is a good listener to everything you say, but she never herself says anything herself. She prefers remaining silent. That doesn’t also mean that she remains dumb all the time. It’s just one side of her. When she speaks she speaks a lot, as if some volcano that remained silent and busted all together.

She’s tall just about my height, fair, stunning with simplicity that I simply marvel on. She has been a girl that I can’t stop thinking of and that completely shows of how much I love her. I love everything about her, her silence, her smile, her simplicty, her naughtiness….just about everything.

That doesn’t also mean that I love her 100%. I do hate her too. All those times when she never says anything when I want her to speak, all those times when she behaves as she’s not just to make me feel that she doesn’t care for me, but she’s the first one to call me up if I meet with an accident.

I have been missing her since a long time now.

Things don’t seem right when I ain't with her.

It was about a month ago, when she last texted me:

“I don’t trust you anymore. You can say I love you just to any girl, you’re the biggest flirt I met and don’t call or text me ever.”

I till now didn’t understand why did she say this? I didn’t do anything to hurt her nor I ever wanted to hurt her. But now she’s angry and hurt and I have been blamed for this and I don’t even know why?

I tried talking to her on facebook, but she blocked me on facebook.

I am dying of this urge of talking to her….but things just don’t seem to go my way.

When everything seems right, things start going left..and that’s how it is.

I don’t know why is god doing this with me, but I hate him for this.

Seems like everything I like or love, goes away from me someday….and that’s how it is happening…