*Flashback*
“I Hate you
I Hate you,I hate you”,said Shrestha
in a feeble voice as she was crying on the other side of the phone.
I was as usual listening to her,and said “but,I love you Shrestha”…in my confident-voice.
She had been crying over an hour now,just because we were doing with a fight that lasted for 2-days which also included mutual-break up.
but,we loved each other more than keeping our nose-high !
I was as usual listening to her,and said “but,I love you Shrestha”…in my confident-voice.
She had been crying over an hour now,just because we were doing with a fight that lasted for 2-days which also included mutual-break up.
but,we loved each other more than keeping our nose-high !
She,continued saying “I hate you”,as
she cried until She said “I love you Baby”.
I just loved the way,she called me name’s like “Fucker” or “Kalu-Kasayi”..yeah ! these were name’s she gave me out of her love for me ! [Weird Girls eh ?].
Watever,it was I loved the Girl !
We,talked for about 5 hours that Night which included her cries for about 3 hours.[Yeah ! Poor Guy].
We had been together for like two months-and we didn’t want to go away from each other when we met !
*That Awful day*
-Texting each other-
“Shrestha,do you love me ?”.
“No”.
“Why did you always say it then every single second when we were together ?”.
“I don’t know”.
I just loved the way,she called me name’s like “Fucker” or “Kalu-Kasayi”..yeah ! these were name’s she gave me out of her love for me ! [Weird Girls eh ?].
Watever,it was I loved the Girl !
We,talked for about 5 hours that Night which included her cries for about 3 hours.[Yeah ! Poor Guy].
We had been together for like two months-and we didn’t want to go away from each other when we met !
*That Awful day*
-Texting each other-
“Shrestha,do you love me ?”.
“No”.
“Why did you always say it then every single second when we were together ?”.
“I don’t know”.
“Is it that you never loved me ?”.
“When you know it,why the hell do you keep asking Rahul ?”.
“Fine,I won’t trouble you from now on,enjoy your life !”.
“Okay”.
All night all I kept thinking was “Did she really never love me ?”.
“Why did she did to me ?”,”What wrong had I done ?”.
Poor me,I never realized..that Love isn’t about “being together always”,but “Being together for a number of days” nowdays !
“When you know it,why the hell do you keep asking Rahul ?”.
“Fine,I won’t trouble you from now on,enjoy your life !”.
“Okay”.
All night all I kept thinking was “Did she really never love me ?”.
“Why did she did to me ?”,”What wrong had I done ?”.
Poor me,I never realized..that Love isn’t about “being together always”,but “Being together for a number of days” nowdays !
My brain said,”move on dude !”.
and My Poor heart did believe that she actually loved me !
I called her up for talking to her for one last time.
and My Poor heart did believe that she actually loved me !
I called her up for talking to her for one last time.
Her Voice was normal as always,and I
was trying the same.
We were just listening to our “Silence” for a while when I started singing a song that once we sang together.
I could hear her silence break into silent cries,and same was the case here ! [Yeah ! Men do cry ].
We were just listening to our “Silence” for a while when I started singing a song that once we sang together.
I could hear her silence break into silent cries,and same was the case here ! [Yeah ! Men do cry ].
We kept down the phone,making sure
that the other person doesn’t hear us crying,but we both knew what we were upto
!
I never understand,why do people do
this ? Hide their feelings from someone they love ! what good does it do ? It
just hurts both ways.
-Few months back-
-Few months back-
I was shopping alone,for my mom-dad’s
anniversary.
as I was entering the mall,I remembered that She promised me that she’ll come along with me and help me out shopping for my Mom-Dad !
But,I also know it wasn’t to happen.
as I was entering the mall,I remembered that She promised me that she’ll come along with me and help me out shopping for my Mom-Dad !
But,I also know it wasn’t to happen.
Why does it happen ? why do people
make promises when they even can’t keep it ?
Do people forget about the person for whom once they cared about most ?
Was her every tear a Lie ?
giving way to all these thoughts..I went inside the mall.
As,I was passing by..most of the girls looked to me like her ! [It,seriously does happen,I thought just happened in movies].
But,I tried to forget her,but every second girl seemed to me like her !
anyway,I finished shopping after like an Hour.
As,I was coming out of the mall,I noticed someone sitting just besides the Mc’D statue,she really resembled her..I thought “It won’t be her”..but my heart said –go take a closer look-.
Do people forget about the person for whom once they cared about most ?
Was her every tear a Lie ?
giving way to all these thoughts..I went inside the mall.
As,I was passing by..most of the girls looked to me like her ! [It,seriously does happen,I thought just happened in movies].
But,I tried to forget her,but every second girl seemed to me like her !
anyway,I finished shopping after like an Hour.
As,I was coming out of the mall,I noticed someone sitting just besides the Mc’D statue,she really resembled her..I thought “It won’t be her”..but my heart said –go take a closer look-.
Damn ! It was her..sitting besides
the statue and talking on the phone.
She had also seen me by now,and the change of her facial expressions were obvious.She had a smile on her face.The smile I could die for…but,I was angry from HER ! she had HURT me.
I wasn’t supposed to talk to her.
I stopped the Happy expression of seeing her after days,and gave her a frown with an “I’m angry look”,and went into the Mc’Donalds and ordered for myself !
I went and sat at a table,looking for her around..but she didn’t seem to be anywhere.
I left eating the food,and came out to see where is she !
She had also seen me by now,and the change of her facial expressions were obvious.She had a smile on her face.The smile I could die for…but,I was angry from HER ! she had HURT me.
I wasn’t supposed to talk to her.
I stopped the Happy expression of seeing her after days,and gave her a frown with an “I’m angry look”,and went into the Mc’Donalds and ordered for myself !
I went and sat at a table,looking for her around..but she didn’t seem to be anywhere.
I left eating the food,and came out to see where is she !
My heart said “Damn ! u are a
fool,she’s gone now”.
I then,received a text mssg “Be Happy in Your Life. !!”.
I then,received a text mssg “Be Happy in Your Life. !!”.
Just this ? has she given up on our
relationship now ?
I can’t let this happen-let this happen to me or US !
I had to tell her,that I loved her.
But,she was Gone.
I can’t let this happen-let this happen to me or US !
I had to tell her,that I loved her.
But,she was Gone.
I tried calling,and a sweet voice
said “You have low balance” and in anger I hadn’t got my mssg card [This !
should never happen with anyone].
-NOW-
Here,I am.
Living in the memories of Shrestha still.
and all I want to tell her is “P.S-I LOVE YOU” !
