The Delhi Girl-1

I could see her smile...

I could see her making faces when I teased her...

and I could see her bindas happy approach as I held her hand just so that she doesn't fall in her next step..

I could always see her...it was but wid closed eyes..she had left me..and it was me alone.

*Phone rings*

"Hey Baby"...a sweet voice on the other end of the phone said.

I was all up wid a smile now,hearing her voice "Hey Baby,and u know wat ? I am AWWWESOOME" [something I always tried to imitate but never could,for I loved it in her voice ONLY.]

She : "Awwesssssome,hota hai buddhu".

I : "Yeah,I know..bus tumse sunna tha !".

She was someone who just happened to me like all good things in life..widhout any reason or intention,just the way somethings are meant to happen.I just love her name aswell "Bhawna".

She's the one who brings all her positive energy to me which helps someone like me a great deal,friends at first now we r into a relationship which has its own form a form which lets us be happy,together and in Love.

Bhawna,belonged to Delhi and I lived here in Lucknow,sometimes we didn't talk like 10 days but that never changed things between us but made things all the more closer for us...the distance increased our love and understanding for each other a big deal.

I had never been to Delhi before,neither she had ever been to Lucknow...but our "feelings" for both of us had no bounds.

 I came back frm college oneday,when dad told me he'll be visiting Delhi for two days.He had never taken me before on any official trip of his before.I wanted to go for obvious reasons in my mind like "COLLEGE MEIN KUCH HO NAHI RAHA HAI AAJ KAL"..or "GHAR PE BORE HO GAYA HUN"...

I begged him for taking me to Delhi,and he finally agreed to take me with him with a promise that I won't vanish anywhere.

I called up Bhawna,and asked her "what if I come to Delhi ?".

She was taken aback by the sudden question and said "To kya kuch nahi...[ah ! she always was good wid Sarcasm like me].

I got angry on her [knowingly] and said "khush nahi hogi na tum ? theek hai main kabhi nahi aaunga Delhi ! ".

She then said "Baby bura mann gaya"..!

I tell you..her sweet baby like voice always melted me down..but this time it was a Plan and I woudn't melt down.

I kept down the phone...when I picked it up later it had 6 missed calls by Bhawna and a message which said "Jab gussa shant ho jayega tab baat karenge,love you !".

I smiled,I was happy that I have her and she loves me a lot.

 I went wid dad the same night to Delhi.

Delhi is a 7 hour journey by Train from Lucknow...and I was all packed wid my full charged mobile so that I can listen to music all through the journey..I am a music freak you see !

I plugged in the ear plugs and the song played -

"Jaa Rahe ho agar,door mujhse sanam,phir mere pass aana nahi....".

A lovely track by Ganesh Hegde and One of my fav's.

I could still see her..her Face..

The way she used to call me things...the way she used to hold me..and the way she hugged me with tears in her eyes...I could still see her...!

I woke up...

I looked up at Dad and ask him,"How much more time to Delhi ?"

He said,"We are almost there !".

I looked up at my cell and I found that I had been sleeping long.

We had reached Delhi early morning,and went straight to the Hotel we were staying.

I had asked Dad to atleast take me some place after He finished up his work.

My Cell had a balance 0.84..which meant I woudn't get any phone calls..since I was in roaming.

I got my balance..and I received a message which said "Baby,m sorry,missing you".

Bhawna,was always so sweet,caring and loving.

I called her up,and said in an angry tone "Where are you ?".

She : " Baby,gussa mat ho na us baat ke liye."

I : okay theek hai...per kahan ghoom rhi ho tum ? [ I could hear traffic noise]

she : Baby,m going to City Square..Mom Dad ki anniversary pe gift kharidna hai.

I : Okay,I'll talk to you later.

Call it my luck,my Dad had to go to meet someone near City Sqaure only...I told him..that He should go and work and I'll stay at City Square.

Convincing my Dad is always easy,until its studies.

I went to City Square mall,and found it big enough..!!

I called her up again "Mom Dad ki anniversary pe kya kharid rhi ho ?".

She : I am archies..but kuch smjh mein nahi aa raha hai.

I had the answer I needed...and straightway went to Archies.

I could see her straightaway,trying to figure out what to buy from the glass door of Archies store.

I went inside,straight to her with a cute teddy in my Hand and said to her " Why dont you buy this for Mom-Dad ?".

She looked up at me wid a surprise expression and then taking a few seconds recognizing me.

She then,hugged me happily as soon as she realized I was there with her !

I could see the happiness she had in her eyes and I was also happy to see her.

she said "Budhu,batana to chahiye tha na ki tum aa rhe ho ".

I : Bata deta,to tumhare ye expressions kaise dekhta ?

She was all smiling and so was I.

We went upstairs and sat on the chairs,just looking happy and talking that we finally met after so long and it actually happened.

It had been just 10 minutes,when my Dad called up.

"Where are you ?".

I : "City Sqaure dad".

Dad : "I can't find you here".

I : I am on the 3rd floor [was at 5th]...m coming downstairs at the entrance.

Dad : okay,make it fast,we have to go.

I looked at her and said "I have to go now".

She replied,with a smile "Okay Baby".

I left after waving "Good-Bye" to her...!

I was feeling something inside me at that particular point when I was leaving her...But I coudn't do anything except leaving her.

Dad had some important work and we had to leave the same day.

I was on the Train,thinking of Bhawna :)

 There she was all smiling,all I could see now was her,

Her cute looks and the way she looked at me when I surprised her...

the way she sat wid me,the way she said "Baby,ur here..m so happy"...with all those lovely expressions.

I woke up,I was happy was onething the dreams had changed..and I was happy about it.

There was a new feeling inside me..a feeling that was strong...!

With every strong feeling comes in a Feeling of losing the one who is so close to you.

but,it was different...it was a sense of love that doesn't get affected by distance,people or circumstances.

But We know "Nothing lasts for Ever !!".