I was sitting with Ishita,holding her hands,as she was as usual talking more than I was,but I loved her stupid tallks anyway-especially the way she spoke making chilidish faces ! I was looking at her face as she talked and I noticed something-which I didn't like-and moved my hand over to her hair and took off the clip that was tying up her brownish hair that fell in a way uptil her shoulders making her look more wonderful ! She said "Nitesh,don't do this..you know I hate my hair coming in my eyes". I : " and you also know,I hate seeing your hair tied-they look just so wonderful". She looked in my eyes,and I followed her with a smile. *We Kissed*. It sometimes just happened on its own,we never cared of what was happening around-people watching us,we just did what we wanted ! Hands slipped into each others,we never knew WHEN-It was some kinda bond that was between 'em or rather she just culdn't walk properly without holding my hands. "LOVE IS CRAZY THING-MAKES YOU FEEL STUPID & BE STUPID AT TIMES. & when its OVER ! you just miss being STUPID !". I was thinking of the day,as she talked,of the day we got together. I was talking to her on the Phone,just like the Good Crazy friends we were-when we suddenly started talking of emotions-love etc ! felt like some Magic-for it was somehing we never had talked about before-but we were discussing about it ! I was telling her "Love is something-I never waited for happening-for oneday I guess it'll just happen eventually-may be I realize it a little later that I was or am in Love,but I will". She " You're into Philosophy ?". I "Yeah,and ur my disciple !". That's how we were-we never said "I LOVE YOU" to each other-but then we still understood each other-nd that was enough ! She " Nitesh,are you listening to me ?". I" Hell,yeah Bitch". She " what was I saying DOG ?". I " Ummmm....something abot shopping may be". *she started hitting me* I was laughing n saying " If I started hitting you-then you'll see". She " Yeah and I have Women comission". I Hugged her,and that was the END ! We walked across the street holding hands to the parking lot,where I had parked my Bike. On the way back- I met an old friend of mine called Yash. I introduced Ishita to him - "Hey,Yash-that's my Bitch". *she kicked my feet* He "What ?". I laughed " I mean my friend". *They shook hands* I,my friend had a little boys talk and then I n Ishita headed for the parking lot ! *I Dropped her home* She looked uneasy to me. I asked her-Ishu..what Happened ? She said the usual nothing ! I was about to leave,when she said "Wait !". I said "aagyi line pe,ab batao what's the matter ?". As soon I finished my last words- SHE KISSED ME ! I was kinda taken aback- I gave her a "WHAT WAS THAT LOOK ?". She said "You can go now !". I was like..HUH ? She started moving toward sher house which was like 100 metres from the place I always used to leave her". I said " Bye Ishu Moti-See ya tomorrow". She "or may be not". I was like "Wateva" and drove away !. There was something about Ishita-she talked like a LOT-but she never talked a lot about herslef or family-it was later only I came to know things and then she would say " I was about to tell you etc etc". still I knew-I've this one person who really cares for me and no matter what she'll always stick around ! The next day it was 1pm and I had not even received her "GOOD MORNING" message ! and that NEVER happened. I called her up and the lady said " The number you are trying to call is currently switched off". Now,that was weird ! anyway-I waited-TWO DAYS and no SIGNS of her ! her Facebook account was also deactivated. I decided to go n see her at her place n there was a lock at her door-! I then thought-that the whole family must have gone somewhere for a holiday or something important ! Time passed. First it seemed like a week holiday,then a two week..gradually,it seemed like a month and then I finally realized her "May be not" was something like NEVER ! The madness in Life had just slowly walked out-Friends didn't feel like friends anymore ! The world works on a simple principle "If you can give the WORLD what it wants,the whole Wants you,else ur just a piece of Trash". I decided not to have people close to me,keep my heart out in a box,lock it and throw the key in an ocean and I guess that's what I did figuratively !
I often get Emails-by various names like Arjun-Rajni-Amarpreet-Dilkusha asking me of how I am ! But,I never replied to these emails ! I actually sometimes think they're from ISHITA-but then I want her to come up n say it herself..that 'It's me NITESH and I LOVE YOU". All this time-after she left I realized may be-we were never FRIENDS-it was a bond that got us together and that bond is called LOVE ! "Sometimes you realize it late-but when you realize-make the best use out of it" ! :)